today is a very special day to me... i will forever remember this day..

28th April 2005, is the day everyone in my family cried...

my beloved and my cute pet died... he was so cute and sweet...

i still remember how i get to first meet him 9yrs ago...

he was so round..and cute...

it must hve been painful for him...i cant stop crying when trying to imagine
how much he must hve suffered...

last week, my mum told me his stomach got really big..he cant even jump properly...
then the next day... blood was everywhere in his cage... he was biting his stomach during the nite...he must hve been so scared and lost...

then my mum and my bro took him to the vet... the doctor even said it must hve been very painful for him...after the surgery..the doctor said he got a hole in his intestine..but the surgery was very sucessful...

that time only my bro is in hk looking after him.. me la, carrie la, and hay hay can only
bless for him in here...and keep calling to hk...we were so happy and relieved to have received the news that he was ok...

but how come god hve to treat him like that...he already suffered alot...cant u jus let him survive for another 1yr????!!
my bro should hve came bak to start school this mon..but he delayed  a few more days to look after him... we all think he will be ok...at least can wait for us to go bak and see him in july..

2day my bro jus arrived from hk...and is also today..mama told us that our pet died...
our pet was jus so sweet...he must be dont wan my bro to worry..so he tried his best to endure and wait until my bro left then die... when he heard the news from the phone, my bro cant stop crying...i never seen my bro so sad...
i cant stop crying too..looking at his pic...
mama even told me before he die...he was v gd boy..mama fed him with grasses and water...and he eat and drink all...after a while..his eyes closed..and never opened again...

i love you... and may you rest in peace...i love you....

2day i being a v gd gal r ^^ kkk...
went 2my 9:00a.m lecture! so unusal!! wakakakak!!
da lecture was boring but at d end i went 2toilet
& met priscilla ^^ she is always so pretty~ & we chatted awhile...

after tat i went 2coop & bought jo a tax law ge txtbk...
then went home lu...

i watched tv for awhile...da show is call "swan",
pretti interesting show though...
like every show the plp wil choose 2women &
through plastic surgery, fitness...etc., & finally turn them
into pretty women in 3months...
da show is abt 1hr but depicts da whole 3months
 transformation...
but i think in order for da plp 2give u da transformation
for free, applicants got 2b like either "super ugly" or
"super unfortunate"... - _ -"
ifor example in 2day's show is abt one woman who
is like from primary school
plp tease her becoz of  her looks... - _ -"...
& like da plastic surgery
doctor made a comment tat it was his
most challenging surgery in his life... - _ -"

while d other woman is like she was v fat,
but lost his husband @her age of
36... - _ -" ...
but then again becoz of da loss of her husband,
she was so sad tat she lost like many kgs
and her tummy got like so many extra fat skin...
 becoz her tummy was suppose 2b real big..
but all of a sudden no fat in da tummy..
so all of her tummy skin like real lose..
it was disgusting.. o - o... she describes herself as her body like "melting"..

anywayz.. not a surpise..they both turned out 2b realli pretty...

now i m in chifley lib doing internet..
i jus got a msg from kista..call me bak.. ok?
but 2day i wil hve classes from 2-5.. T - T

heehee..finally can go on da net la...
jus moved 2new hse so no internet connection yet...
finally my home has settled down la...
finished all the unpacking & decoration v( ^ 0 ^ )
tmr i wil finish off with da internet connection & phone line ga la~~

2day met kista @anu 2print my timetable la & 2accompany her
2fix up her enrolment^^ although we didnt get 2sit down 2talk much
during tat one hr, but it was relaxing, v comfortable staying w/ her...
we both dun hve many fds in anu so hopefully we can become v close
fds soon!! kkk

then kista drive me bak 2eldon my home, & saw jacky & his gf...
i went 2say a hi & they were waitng 4agency 2come 2show them
new hse... WA!! more & more plp wil become my neighbourhood la...
by da way, yesterday finally saw "handsome" alex... - _ -"
dunno why plp jus add a handsome infront of his name... hahah
so strange..always "leng jai alex leng jai alex" gum...
he was surprised... he dunno i live downstairs lo...
i thought frankie told him... he thought vincent & jer jer live there lo...
may b last down saw them smoking outside gua...
but anywayz... i dun think we wil contact much...as we r not close...
generation gap gua...kkk... jus hi bye fd lo...

but i was abit embarrass yesterday...i feel i was abit mean..
but realli i dun mean 2ga...
becoz i live @1st floor ma...so whenever i open curtain i can c
clearly outside...but yesterday realli is 2hot & dun realli wan 2waste
electricity 2open cooler so open curtain...
then i think alex was fixing his car & his car space is exactly
outside our window...so whenever he walk pass jer jer & i wil hve
eye contact w/ him...haha...cant control ga ma...so close & like
not jus him lo..whenever plp walk pass its so natural 2look look...
anywayz, i feel uncomfortable la...so i went 2close da curtain...
then he was exactly jus walk pass again lo...& we had eye contact as i
close da curtain..i feel abit...dunno how 2say la...
i close not only becoz of him...but becoz uncomfortable when plp walk pass & can c inside our hse & wht we r doin so clearly...
but hope he wont think bad la...not only becoz of him la...

may b becoz i know alex 4long time & heard abt his relationship
w/ gals, some of da gals r my fds so personally i dun realli
like this person... i always came across him...
from keith to allern... all their fds know him so always drinking 2gether...
but we never talked...
haha...gettin abit "long air" tim... no big deal...jus say say jei..kkk

now jer jer & becky still doin internet in da lib...
i think we wil go soon...got 2buy stuff 4dinner...

2day is a v special 2day...all gd...

2nite went 2meet ankei, so happi...

meeting my dear old fd... so special, even hvent met
4long, still many things 2talk abt...i told her all my secrets...
so comfortable now...

ankei... i wil value our fdship... u r my best fd...
keep in touch r!! kiss~

2day woke up abit earli 2sing lunch k...
w/ anna la, jer jer la, hay hay la, carrie la & me!!

then jer jer & anna went 2my home 2go 2toilet &
get some stuff...

haha...jer jer, u r so funni lo... ur curious face abt my hse...
& ur description abt my tv & anna... so mean...kkk

anywayz, i hope one day i can organise a party @my home
so all of u can come & hve fun la!!